WINTER 2023
Issue
Seventeen
Folio: The Wild I
Edited by Noa Mendoza & Ayaz Muratoglu
Final stanza of Mayakovsky by Frank O’Hara:
It may be the coldest day of
the year, what does he think of
that? I mean, what do I? And if I do,
perhaps I am myself again.
When I or Else by June Jordan:
when I or else when you
and I or we
deliberately I lose I
cannot choose if you if
we then near or where
unless I stand as loser
of that losing possibility
that something that I have
or always want more than much
more at
least to have as less and
yes directed by desire
For this issue’s folio, we collected work that plays with “exploding the I,” drawing from Dorothea Lasky: “all poets harness a wildness in the I of our poems. An I in a poem contains so much ego—is so puffed up with its brute strength—that it is willing to shred itself in the space of the poem. Or, that is to say, it feels so strong and confident to be itself that it feels completely free not to be anything at all.”
The poems in this folio explore the ‘I’ as a tense, a noun, a particle of language, as extension of form. Is ‘I’ a space of world building or a space of collapse? Where does ‘I’ expand and relax and open? When is ‘I’ untrue? Or is ‘I’ always true?
The Wild I is open, permeable, but holds at its core an interrogation of the personal through an explosion of the I. Like the ‘I’ in the final stanza of O’Hara’s Mayakovsky, these are poems that purposefully mistake the ‘I’ for something beyond the self. We want to be surprised by what ‘I’ can hold, what it can’t, and where it slips away, or into something new.
“I need to give you a sponge bath
I need to give you my full attention”
Christine Shan Shan Hou
Vi Khi Nao
“singing too, oh, gargling, the same nerve
that does all of that killing thing”
Lindsey Pannor
“I knew, then fled to the second,
the third, the person who promised
my past could be repeated without me”
Timothy Ashley Leo
“water can dissolve more things than any other common liquid ... / water can adhere to itself and other things”
Shira Dentz
Fiction
Edited by Diamond Forde & Ariel Chu
“I saw an obituary of myself and the date on the newspaper was a Tuesday, February 11, I caught a bubble in my throat and swallowed it.”
Meiko Ko
“I hold up my hands, showing the boy my palms. I want him to surrender. He can’t look me in the eye.”
Ross Showalter
“see: sinkage; sea rise; vulnerable coastline communities; disappearing island nations; heightening frequencies in extreme weather conditions”
Noelle Marie Falcis
“The other nuns looked at her with something close to fear. I wanted that for myself. Jesus was how I was going to get it.”
Sarah Starr Murphy
Poetry
Edited by Alana Solin
“A bar, and a green / bottle sucks the wind from a man's throat. / The night grooming and skinning broad day”
Prosper C. Ìféányí
“I hover at your weakened
posts & in the middle of each season
I rise like a curse & burn.”
Em Robidoux
“are you dying I am dying say the stars / which are dying but we won’t be / invited to any funerals my god”
Jacqui Alpine
“we read Komunyakaa in the state
run treatment center visiting
room we chain smoke the interstate”
Joseph Daniel Duffy
“I know why they love October
In the inward drive to dress
down it tunnels through the wrist”
Riley Ratcliff
Nonfiction
Edited by Meghan Lamb
Extreme Fuckups
“The best revenge is living well. The best revenge is a living will. Heaven, an individual happiness, the brain crystalizing at death, firing all its neurons at once, an infinite amount of pleasure, pain.”
Glenn Shaheen
Rocket Inn
“In the Comet Book, fantastical illustrations of comets mirror textual descriptions, full page scenes of blazing rocks, some with faces, hurling into dazzling heavens above dark landscapes. They read like omens of disaster in the saturated night.”
Daisy Atterbury
Questions for the Neighborhood
“3. A holiday could have occurred without my knowledge. 4. I knew one thing: someone in the neighborhood had died. 5. Someone in the neighborhood was shot in their backyard and died.”
Delia Rainey
Comics
Edited by Tony Wei Ling
Using the Printer Like a Painter
A conversation with Mara Ramirez about iterative process, trans figure-drawing, and their love-affair with an inkjet printer.
Mara Ramirez
An interview with the three artists of D.R.Y., a new Bay Area comics collective, about tabling at comics fests and building each other up.
Yasmeen Abedifard
Raúl Higuera
Daniel Zhou
The Sessions
In Diego Guerrero's CAD-like comic sequences, human figure and architecture remodel each other: a slapstick feedback loop of sudden impacts.
Diego Guerrero